I keep my doors unlocked at night

Don't really care who walks inside

Sometimes I leave them open

With my lights low

If death's lookin' for me

Well, he knows where to go

Some pray that dark goes and stays gone

But I'm sittin' here sayin

Let it fuckin' come

If death takes me tonight then that's okay

Won't make much difference anyway

If it knocks

I won't fight the call

Been livin' in this hell so long

I'm not here at all

Got a bottle on the counter

It keeps me company a lot

Sometimes I think

It's the only friend I got

Just a few sips

Takes away that edge

But then I'm standin' there

Lookin' down that ledge

If death takes me tonight then that's okay

Won't make much difference anyway

If it knocks

I won't fight the call

Been livin' in this hell so long

I'm not here at all

Every drink I take

And I'm rollin' that dice

Every pill I'm poppin

Is just me tempting life

I ain't exactly begging to die

But I sure as hell ain't holdin' tight

If death takes me tonight then that's okay

Won't make much difference anyway

If it knocks

I won't fight the call

Been livin' in this hell so long

I'm not here at all

I hear his footsteps

Drumming through the hall

I try not to listen

But I got no choice at all