I hate how fast it takes me back
One tiny thing and my mind cracks

Yeah, I left that hell
But I’m trapped
 

Screen buzzin through the room
Wide awake, sometime after two

Some old movies playin’ low
Ain’t really listenin’ to it though

Then some kid jumps into a lake
And somethin’ inside of me breaks

That giant’s on my chest
And I’m that kid again
Fightin’ for every breath

Closin’ my eyes
Tryna drown it out
But somethin’ inside screams

Let me out

I hate how fast it takes me back
One tiny thing and my mind cracks

Yeah, I left that hell
But I’m trapped
 

Suddenly I'm throwin' that screen
Hard as I can into the wall
Smashing every damn piece
‘Til there’s nothin’ left at all

I can hear myself screamin’
I can feel that rage boilin’

But the room fades back
That movies still playin’

I’m just sittin’ in silence
And it never happened at all
 

I hate how fast it takes me back
One tiny thing and my mind cracks

Yeah, I left that hell
But I’m trapped

Stuck fightin’ ghosts that ain’t even there

I ain’t throwin’ fists
Ain’t makin’ a sound
But inside my head

I’m burning the whole damn house down

Yeah, you can escape hell
But it don’t make you well

Sometimes you’re stuck fightin’ a battle no one hears

Wonderin’ how the hell you’ve made it through the years
When your own mind keeps beating you black and blue
And just keeps repeating that hell you been through