The years keep passin

But that hell don't change

Some days I feel okay

Others I'm countin' my days

Thought time would dull that edge

But here I am breaking

My feelings, they won't obey

These scars are too heavy

It's too damn much to bear

So I'm on my knees again

Screamin' a desperate prayer

Scars ripped open

They just won't heal

Oh God, please take my ability to feel

Break my mind open

Just set me free

Rip these memories outta me

I'm sick of fightin, I'm tired of these fears

Please take the weight I've carried for years

People tell me to smile, be happy, I'll be okay

But they don't know the hell I face every day

So I learned to fake it so no one would see

That beast that screams inside of me

Yeah I'm fightin' a war that no one hears

I'm drowning in rage I've carried for years

Scars ripped open

They just won't heal

Oh God, please take my ability to feel

Break my mind open

Just set me free

Rip these memories outta me

I'm sick of fightin, I'm tired of these fears

Please take the weight I've carried for years

I'm standin' here

On the edge

Lookin' down

Thinkin' one more step

And I might drown

I'm so damn tired of fightin' this pain

Don't even know who the hell I became

Please God

Make it stop

Scars ripped open

They just won't heal

Oh God, please take my ability to feel

Break my mind open

Set me free

Rip these memories outta me

I'm sick of fightin, I'm tired of these fears

Please take the weight I've carried for years