Been carrying these memories

Like a grenade in my chest

Every scar a reminder

Of the man I can't forget

The devil's there whisperin'

Twistin' the truth in my ear

"Your God ain't listenin'

In fact, he ain't even here"

I keep tryna outrun that voice

But it follows everywhere I roam

So tonight I'm on my knees again

Prayin' to God I ain't really alone

Lord, I've been walkin' through hell

Tryin' hard not to lose my soul

Everything I thought would set me free

Just dug an even deeper hole

If forgiveness still exists

Then, Lord, please send me a sign

But for now I'll keep prayin'

Maybe you'll hear me this time

Yeah, maybe you'll hear me this time

I've lived a life

That no one should

Survived tortures

I didn't think I could

Left with more hurt

Than you could ever know

All this hate inside

Ain't got nowhere to go

I tried drownin' the demons

I didn't wanna face

But when one dies

Another takes its place

If forgiveness still exists

Then, Lord, please send me a sign

But for now I'll keep prayin'

Maybe you'll hear me this time

Yeah, maybe you'll hear me this time

I don't wanna think it

But maybe the devil's right

Maybe I'm too far gone

Maybe every prayer I've said

Just echoes I'm alone

If there's a spark of grace left

Somewhere past my wrong

Then, Lord, please find me

'Fore that last bit of faith is gone

If forgiveness still exists

Then, Lord, please send me a sign

But for now I'll keep prayin'

Maybe you'll hear me this time

Maybe you'll hear me this time