I'm haunted by faces of the past

Keep prayin' this hell don't last

But I'm smothered by what I can't say

By nightmares that won't ever go away

Round and round, it's the only life I know

The ride keeps spinnin' with no place to go

Will today be the day I lose myself

The day I jump off life's carousel

I keep grinnin' and pretendin' I'm alright

But those memories keep spinnin' in my mind

Just need one damn day outta this hell

Will today be that day

Or will I lose myself

Same old thoughts just a different night

Swear I done been here a thousand times

Each turn feels just like the one before

Like I ain't even goin' nowhere anymore

Been tryna change but it pulls me back

Like I'll never really get my life on track

Will today be the day I lose myself

The day I jump off life's carousel

I keep grinnin' and pretendin' I'm alright

But those memories keep spinnin' in my mind

Just need one damn day outta this hell

Will today be that day

Or will I lose myself

Round and round, my damage drags me along

But I keep prayin' that maybe tomorrow I'll be strong

Will I be strong

Will today be that day

Or will I lose myself