

Sabotage
Volume · Chapter
1
III
I'm buried deep
Can't see the sky
This weight's too heavy
To deny
The world above
Just moves along
While I'm down here
Tryna hold on
My lungs are filled
With silent screams
I'm wide awake
Inside my dreams
I reach for You
But I feel the strain
Even whispers
Speak Your name
I'm underwater
Losing air
But I still feel You
You're still there
The surface shines
But feels too far
I pray You'll meet me
Where You are
If You can hear me
Through the sound
Then maybe
I ain't too far down
Been talkin' to You
So I don't fall apart
I keep explainin
Like You don't know
What's in my heart
If You're the God
That saves
Even the brokest of men
Then please help me
Find my way
Out of the dark again
I'm underwater
Losing air
But I still feel You
You're still there
The surface shines
But feels too far
I pray You'll meet me
Where You are
If You can hear me
Through the sound
Then maybe
I ain't too far down
Yeah
Yeah
Keep pretendin' I'm fine
But I'm not
Livin' in a life
That love forgot
Keep on fightin
These battles
In my head
Tryna outrun the ghosts
That want me dead
I don't think
I can carry this alone
Prayin' I'm worth savin
That I'm not
Too far gone
I'm underwater
Losing air
But I still feel You
You're still there
The surface shines
But feels too far
I pray You'll meet me
Where You are
If You can hear me
Through the sound
Then maybe
I ain't too far down
Then maybe
I ain't too far down
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