I grew up where no love was found

Anger spoke louder than any sound

Doors would slam, and fists would fly

I learned young it never helped to cry

I flinched at steps on a creaking floor

Too damn scared to ask for more

Dinner was skipped like I'd done wrong

And I went to bed hungry for far too long

I thought I left that hell behind

But nah.. It's burned into my mind

That house lives in me

But it ain't gonna bury me

No, it ain't gonna bury me

Every scar still screams

And that hate won't leave

Always tryna keep that darkness locked in

But some nights I feel it slitherin

Yeah his ghost is there waitin

To drag my ass back in

Makes it so easy to lose control

This hate's livin' rent free in my soul

One bad night and I'm crossin' that line

Turnin' into everything I swore I left behind

That house lives in me

But it ain't gonna bury me

No, it ain't gonna bury me

Every scar still screams

And that hate won't leave

I feel him in my blood

When I see red

Might be in the ground

But his memory ain't dead

Every word he said

Still echoes in my head"No point in tryin, kid

You ain't got a brain

You got my blood boy

And you'll die the same"

Yea I'm damn tired of fightin' but I ain't givin' in

'Cause I'd rather die tomorrow than live one more day as him

That house lives in me

But it ain't gonna bury me

No, it ain't gonna bury me

Every scar still screams

And that hate won't leave

I feel it takin' control

And I know if I don't fight

I'm gonna lose my soul

Lose my soul

I'm gonna lose my soul

Lose my soul