

Sabotage
Volume · Chapter
1
III
A new day
But nothing's new
Feet draggin
Like they're made of glue
Tryin
But can't find my way through
Smilin' on cue
Like I always do
I'm miles away
Standin' next to you
Keepin' it together
Actin' fine
Actin' smooth
'Til that quiet sets in
Then it's nothin' but blue
I'm still here
But already long gone
Chained by the past
And can't move on
I'm smilin' and talkin
But no one's home
Yeah
I'm still here
But already gone
Oh yeah
I'm already gone
Tellin' myself
Don't trust the thoughts
But the truth is
They're all I got
Tryna fight back
But I already lost
Swearin' I'm okay
But I'm not
Tryna run
From my demons
But I'm caught
Buyin' that same lie
My heart already bought
Reachin' for that bottle
But hatin
What it brought
One moment of quiet
And I'm worse
Than I thought
I'm still here
But already long gone
Chained by the past
And can't move on
I'm smilin' and talkin
But no one's home
Yeah
I'm still here
But already gone
Oh yeah
I'm already gone
That bottle
Don't bring joy
But it helps for a while
Then it hands back my life
With a slice of denial
I'm sick of borrowin
This peace
I gotta repay
It never really fixes nothin
Just moves the hurt
To another day
I'm still here
But already long gone
Chained by the past
And can't move on
I'm smilin' and talkin
But no one's home
Yeah
I'm still here
But already gone
Oh yeah
I'm already gone
Already gone
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